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WHERE DID YOU SLEEP LAST NIGHT..
阿克
老到都只有回忆了吧
记得那些索罗吧
有些记忆，有毒
有些思念，无望
他走的绝望吗？
不吧
他尝尽了所有
已经足够
可我多想他活着
后劲儿青岛百威还是百灵坛?
答曰, 高烧 + 记忆.
云这一次回来, 上海的云变了。
不再呜哝软语。
而大气起来，一副雄壮的样子。
很奇怪。
糖果儿时，总被大人们夸奖，是个大方的小孩。
因着手里的糖果经常被其他小孩抢走，却不以为是。
而今
手里捧着谁的糖果？
那么决绝。
长大了？
变小了？
还是，已经老得什么都经不起，放不下。
。一剑封喉的快感，多少人可以享受。
不能自己。
。若留下，就让其美好。
若丢弃，也要使其轻盈。
也许。。。
归依透过窗感受小院子的安详, 常常一阵酸楚.
妙玉的身影时常出现在幻觉里.
灰色菱格长袍,
乌黑禁锢的发髻.
院子里的落叶怎么都扫不尽.
她一抬头, 透过她灵秀的眼便看到苍凉的繁华世界.
那一对座椅, 寂寞了一千年.
对峙, 关怀, 相互伤害.
 童年的铁皮记忆, 拿起, 放下.
夸张的提手难以捉摸, 无从想起.
 虚空的留白.
没有心事.
 小白和小红.
天地再大, 一个角落足矣.
 。野马
不是用来驾驭的
一切安好
。 七九八，红三房，红粉佳人之二，姜永杰作品。
就是这样。
Start from nothingDon't worry.
As said before, it is easy to be groggy in the beautiful afternoon.
Let her sozzle, don't be cruel to wake her.
A film out-of -date, Erotic, immature expedient, pure and sweet emotion, beautiful smile and love, something touch the reality, without ending.
No ending.
A new book, The Birth of Tragedy, the thinking was down after preface, the question is too difficult to think over.
From the perspective of anima, what is the meaning of morality? Is it the stinger from Socrates?
The dying baggage lies against the wall, like a barren hill.
No shadow.
The shoes, run away.
All, let me be, another start.
To be tenacious, to be happy, by a warm posture.
Sometimes, miss hometown deeply.
《湖》
静静地，没有声息。我感觉到它。
它总是这样，想说又不想说。
纯净，和谐，与世无争，就象一个泛音。
它骚动是因为风的诱惑，湖性如此。
一个甜的腻人的梦。
在反复抒情之后，将命运交给别人。
有想象，无创造。
它从不涌动，即使涌动也绝不流露，无论是在阳光下还是在月光下。
我望着它，它平静的不行。
97年深深爱上的新民乐。 新生儿自己的宴会，满怀苍凉。
与大家亲热地挤作一团，肢体相嵌。
孤独即刻无可遁形，无辜晾在那里。
似乎呱叽一声落回襁褓才能被保全。
没有答案的为什么被反复问及，大家随意。
人生如酒。
若自斟，则自饮。
散场时被问，怎么那么悲伤。
报以整晚唯一发自肺腑的笑。
三十。
食以果腹。
衣以蔽体。
以哇哇大哭开始，释放，回归，启程。
简单是唯一 出路。
简单回程时，一帧图像印在脑海，温暖美丽
灰的背景
路灯蜿蜒向无尽的远方，刚刚发出微弱的黄光
桥塔直指云霄，挺拔轩昂
空气干爽
简单、干脆、温和、循循善诱
让人陶醉
记得也是这样的傍晚，有人将腥甜的过去高高举起，重重摔下
才有了后来
当下走的太远
以至于
忘记
为什么出发。
不要追究。
何时发现50个仰卧起坐对我来说还是轻而易举。
小腹的力量让我感觉踏实。
起身下床，洗漱。
穿上棉布的衣服鞋子，让自己感觉是一个最朴素意义上的自然的人。
当然仍然不能以挑战他人心脏强度的更自然的状态出现。
最多850米，所有的体液都要枯竭。
久久地弓着身望着地，混合液体从下颌的边际重重下落。
洗浴，换衣服，吹头发。
一咂纯净干冽的伏特加。
以这样一种姿态，生活。
何时起，作一个幸福的人。
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喂马, 劈柴, 周游世界 从明天起, 关心粮食和蔬菜 我有一所房子, 面朝大海, 春暖花开 。
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修行屈就就是善解人意
屈就就是和蔼可亲 屈就就是张弛有度 屈就就是人见人爱 。 。 。 反正屈就就不是屈就 只是自以为是的楚楚可怜 我没受刺激 我没感慨 我只是觉得那些幻彩小泡沫一定得被赤裸裸地破碎掉，不留余地 必须的 Three days on the way高速路，疾驰。
向南，向北，往远方。
泥泞，纠结，荒芜，飘零。
腥雨，百威，妖草，野风，大卫杜夫，落魄的黄色小野猫，远远不够。
春天终究还是来了。
湖的绝望。
网的不安。
外星来物的躲躲藏藏。
致命引力。
迷途。
只要一盏温暖，就全都值得。
..I found it was so narrow to fight for something unimportant to declare the position, it came to me suddenly one day.
Someone agreed with me then praised it greatly, "ok, now it's right." Some dirty words were crowding in my mind at that time, I gave up finally.
A beautiful girl touched my heart just a moment ago。
SHELTER ME
It cannot be replaced by a man that the feeling from a woman to another.
Though it can only be kept in mind, after her death.
  Lin reminded me again and again，"If you are dead, no one would remember any".
Left also said，I have already forgotten anything about you, of cause it was not to me.
Smile.
Who cares.
That's All.
I love you, do you understand. Anna said to Mara. Just like what I wanna say to you.
But it has nothing to do with you.
Don't force me, or I will tell you the truthThe English teacher has assigned a homework, I think I have much to say.
Thinking about the present situation of ourselves.
I am coming back to myself from somewhere unknown.
Darting like flying.
I have had many sleepless nights since I recognized it.
Lost my slumber, I lost the dream also.
I stopped my schoolwork almost, since I don't know why. Is it just for passing the examin to make more money? I want to learn more, it is the only purpose. Perhaps I should change the major subject that I did not grasp, but now all of them I mastered in the college. I hate it when schoolwork was made to be not pure.
I lost my job practically since it was swallowing my hope, and wasting the fresh life. To make up the surface will never solve the problem, but the most of them enjoy it very much.
The task that grabbed the most time of my everyday life is not what I wanted.
Maybe you want to say that everybody makes the same life......you, her, him, and anyone else.
To bear all these because everything will be started from subsisting, though it seems funny, but it's true.
Everybody dreamed to have a big house or flashly car, to enjoy and consume, all these seems stupid enough.
But it's a regular, normal and standing way, followed by the most of people.
We are living in a crowd of strange men, I must be silent to keep the complete character, to be myself.
What did I be interested in? I'm so exciting to talk about it.
I like music, listening and singing. I regarded listening to the music as having a talk with somebody, and singing to express what I thinking about.
I like writing, most like writing.Compared with talking, writing is calmer, cooler, and more independent.
Reading is the most important thing, I observed the surrounding and formed the independent personality basing on much opinion from reading.
Painting, I cannot finish any painting work by myself, but, I like it.
Thinking, what shall I do, what's this, what's more, what's the truth, what's the most important, what's the way meaningful, many many question need to be chewed.
Film is so special, since it included the music, reading, painting, photography and thinking.
All of these resource can be used for your philosophy attitude setting up, but the job what I doing is no any link with them, even in spare time. It is not reasonable from my own stand point. Letdown never can be prevented, but I may have a try.
So, before I am a mom, I must examine myself again and try hard to touch the dream, I wish my son to have a pleasant life to make what he is interested in, I will be proud of that he can realize himself as his pretty, lovely and bright mom.
糊涂我不知道世界原本的大小
可当我换一副眼镜之后
小猫变成了幼儿
小车变成了塞欧
汉堡似乎一个不够
猫粮成了老鼠屎
妈妈唱着年轻的歌
爸爸腰板挺得倍儿直
沙发雪白
草坪整洁
小树刚刚探出窗台
我好糊涂。
有一个好处。
人民币变成了欧元。
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